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Tajuk post ni cukup mngambarkan betapa mndalam mksd trsbut..maaf smlm x update blog...smlaman ak hnya melayan lgu..lngsung x wt pape..men game pn x..ak rsa game ak pn dah rndu ak..huhu..ape xnye..tuan dia asik lyn lgu..buku pn x bca...tp!aku on9 hri ni..ak akn bca buku..i mean dlm tenet la..contoh2 essay..sbb esok ak akn mnduduki paper bel a.k.a BI..hehe..aku harapkan doa dr korg sume..ermm..ak rsau mark ni..sbb msa carry mark..ak byk men..haha..kwn ak la ni..byk bw ak men..hihi..dah la aku sukakn entertainment..xpe..xbaik slhkn teman2..slhkn dri sndri dlu..ok trus kpd luahan aty ak? trus trg..pe tjuan post aku kali ni...

Okey sebenarnye aku brkenan dgn ada slh stu statement tu kt fb..kwnaku ada share..so ak tgk..n bca..tajuk dia 'Malam Pertama'

mksd dia d situ ialah..Malam Pertama utk kta brjumpa dgn sang Pencipta kita..wah..syahdu btol aku bca..trasa sgt..ermm..adakah korg rsa..korg lyk utk brada d dalam SYURGA?atau mgkin korg akn d campakkn d dalam NERAKA? Ya Allah! ampunilah dosa2 hambaMu ini..ermmm..bila dtgnye malaikat brtanyakan kpd kta..amalan2 kta..cukup da ke???TIDAK..sbnrnye..amalan kta xkn pnh cukup..kta xkn pnh tau..sma ada ia mlykkn individu itu atau x..renung2kan dan selamat beramal...

Sebenarnye aku sedih..sbb aku tlh khilangan org2 yg ak syg..i try to be my best..i try to be myself..mybe drg xdpt trima..KENAPA AKU MUDAH UTK TRIMA KEKURANGAN ORG LAIN??TAPI KENAPA MEREKA TIDAK?MEREKA MUDAH BOSAN...sedihnye la aty cuma Tuhan je yg tau..tp ape kan daya..ak x trdaya nk kata..bla aku buka mulut d katakan mmbebel..aku hnya dpt post dlm blog je..luahan aty aku..betapa sdihnye aku saat ni..dah la lgu2 dlm blog sume sdih2..adoi mak..geram..lain kali buh lain la mcm tu..hehe..xpe..jgnlah sdih..msty ada hikmah sume ni..sabarla hakimi..jgn mengalah k?lau syg mereka..brtahan la slagi mmpu..ingat kimi..2 BULAN lg..come on..tabahkan aty..bykkn brsbr..layan je karenah mereka k?okey ak akn sbr,,insya-Allah..dah lma x post cite2 lwk kn??nnty blk sbh..aku post bnda yg best2 k??hehe..yg heppy2 je..huahuahua..ada kwn2..nnty ak tgkp gmba sbh mcm mn..msty amai ag x nmpk kn?betapa istimewanye sbh ni sbnrnye..ak tgkp gmbar GUNUNG KINABALU je..hehe..nnty ak tgkp gmba bndar dia..tmpt org2 SEMENANJUNG N LUAR NEGARA shopping brg2 sbh..hehe..aku akn postkan..nnty dah tgk..jgn lps dtg ke sabah k?amat d alu2kan lowh...

Semalam jga..ak dpt stu pnggilan..tu kali prtama n kali trakhir..hehe..iaitu from pu3..she talking bout her bf..n me..talk bout my sayang lowh..msing2 ada mslh..hehe..but..so funny lah smlm..aku trasa ak ckp nan org yg bru dlm hdup ak..dia dah brubah..bgs la..ak heppy mcm tu..aku hrp sgt nizam jaga dia baik2..nizam..pliz la..take care of her..she really2 loves you..

ape kami borakkn?prlu ke tau??haha..xde..just ckp soal study mcm mn?sehat ke x?soal nizam..soal x p mn2 ke??bila exam?citer bout self msing2 mcm mn wktu ktika dlu..haha..sume kuar...bru tau..pape pn..tengs to pu3..cuz she already told me the truth..bout myself..so aku tau pe prlu d ubah n tidak..tengs ya pu3..n pu3 pun ak gtau pe yg ptt d ubah..n now..dia dah brubah...gud 4 her.SHE TOTALLY PERFECT..ya..so nice..n so kind sumtimes..haha..kuih3..hehe..okey lah tu..xde bnda nk d rhsiakn..dia baik..ak jga baik..tp ada bnda yg wt kami x serasi..dats y msing2 amek jln trbaik ngn PUTUS selamanya..ya..itu adalah tbaik..cuz msing2 akn trseksa nnty..cian la pd hati kta..yg xbrslh d prlakukn spt ni..sdih tau..haha..okey stop smpai cite pu3...sbb dah hbs..hehe

Bout ira...emmm..smlm ym nan dia..ptg2 ckit kot..tp dia badmud..mrh2 kan aku..ak trkjut dgn sume tu..dia mrh aku..sbb post aku arytu..y?dia mrh ke?ak x maki dia pn..ermmm..tp ada sbb dia mrh tu..xkn xde sbb bila org tu mrh..ya..n dia xkn tgk blog aku lg..also pu3..xkn tgk blog ak lg...xpela..ntahla..but my instinct said..'kimi drg tgk sbnrnye..ppuan mmg mcm tu' ermm..hahaha..mybe la kata aty...

Bout my love...ermmm..she's okey..mybe she stress skit lah..yelah nak exam..n then thinking bout our relationship mcm mn..wah complicated lah kan??how??aku just brserah pd dia..sbb..dlu ak pnh tntukan..tp x mnjadi lowh..so ak x mo khilangan lg..ENOUGH!..xley dah khilangan..eh..babe..u view my blog kan??u xpnh kan trtggl skit??hehe..ni nak tnye..smlm pu3 tnye..ur gf msty suka u nynyi kan??then babe..answer me..haha..do u like it?i mean when im singing 4 u?hehe..dunno lah babe..i never ask you..cuz 4 me is not important ryte??but if u want to answer it..just comment my blog..haha..okey babe..smlm aku nan dia x lah gdh..ada sdikit slh phm..n msing2 brjauhan wt smntara wktu..nk btolkan aty yg tgh sakit ni..yelah..pe x nye..sbb msing2 tgh brserabut..yeah3..xde kdit..ahha.so snang skit lowh..xdelah ak nk msg2 je kan?ermmm..how r u today??have u taken ur lunch babe??i hope u already done it..then..how bout ur study??already finished it??dont play2 ya..haha..i mish you..but..xnk show..jgn pkir mcm2 ya..okey take care auww!!

Okey..i want to tell you sumthing..uwaa..aku kna rompak..hehe..hbs duit ak..rm300 drg kebas..siap dpt hadiah lg aku..pnumbuk..sakit smpai skg lowh..skit tulang rusuk ak..ak akn ingt muka2 depa nowh..hahaha..xpelah bkn rezeki ak lah tu..nsib my mom bank in lg duit..rm120 je lah..haha.kurang da..dia mrh gak..tp ak x gtau dia ak kna pnumbuk..mati ak nnty dia rsau..dah ckup..xmo bg dia rsau la..eh..ak tgh taip2 ni..ak dgr lgu blog ak..yg main skg..lgu korea..suka tol ak lgu ni..hehehe...sweet..mndalam mksd dia sbnrnye..ak pnh tgk filem dia kan..ak tau la pe mksdnye..alahai!lgpun ak ni ORANG KOREA!!hahaa..msty sume nk muntah ni..lg2 my syg..dia suka tol gelak bla ak kata ak ni org korea..dia x caye oww...hahaha..

My sista humaira..also mrh me lowh..dia mcm nk tgglkn aku juak..tidak..n smlm 3rd time she's crying at me..in calling..lau in front of me..mcm mn ek?hehe..nak je amek tisu..bg dia..suh dia lapkan..nk ak lapkn..xley la..trsntuh.hehe..dia bg ak pnumbuk lg stu plak..ehehe..kakak2..sy rsa sdih akk nngs mcm tu..i never leave u sis..y u talk like u hepy to see me walk away??no sis..im promise..never ends this relation..okey??now stop crying...no more tears i want to see n hear..stop k???be happy pliz..u all mcm x heppy with me waa...i don like lowh..also pu3,ira,miera,taiyibah,fiqa,adam,..y??don be like dis..pliz waa..u all xsyg me ka??syg kan??pliz don cry n pliz don mad at me..especially miera..y syg?don k?ya ira also..y??we're pren kn?ermmm?pu3??u too..y??u really want to break our frendship?ermm..n taiyibah??u..u also..b'cuz the simple thing u  all make a  decision..aiyoo..wanna me DIE ka?haha..okey2..insya-Allah hbs exam..kta sume psty akn brbaik..PROMISE ME YA??miera??ira??pu3??akk???abg??fiqa???promies ya???pliz....

okey lah..hbs uda ni sy taip..mo g mndi waa..busyuk uda waa..haha.mo g mamam lg..lapo suda sia..kamu bukan tau kan??ahhaha

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