Selamat Sampai KK

Salam...

Ak dah slmt smpai kat KK..alhamdulillah...smpai jga aku kt uma...mula2 ak mmg rsa gnjil sgt kt sbh..blurr...haha..smpai ak jmpa kwn ak..dia siap tgur..tp ak msih blur2 msa tu..mybe penat kan..yelah kn...prjalanan yg sgt mmenatkn bg aku...

Semalam pu3 msg aku tnye ak n call ak bla flight ak...ak kejam xbls n angkt call dia..sbb..ptg tu dia da stuju utk bw haluan msing2 kn..xnk jd kwn aku...then..nape msty call n msg ak?cukuplah kan???Pu3..nape wt kt blog cite mcm tu??no..i know u hepy with him..plz..jgn wt ak mcm ni...kau da bhagia nan nizam lma da..nape ko mncul mcm ni?Ak tau kau syg dia sgt2...lg pun dia kn ciri2 yg kau nak, dia brkrjaya,kaya,nsem ada kete mcm edy..so ape lg??Ak xde pape pu3..aku x ley bhagiakn kau...miera lom tntu epy nan ak..ak cba nk bhagiakn dia...pu3, ak da xnk coretkn cite ttg kau d blog ak,wow,,HAKIM..dia nsem kan..but syg..dia pnh kcewakn u...ermm..but don worry..nizam akn jga u..plz..delete la ak dr ym kau...delete num ak..plz..nnty ada rezeki ak akn tukar num..INSYA-ALLAH..pu3...nape kau xpnh hilang dr minda ak??Pe specialnye kau pd aku???come on..just throw away brg2 aku pnh bg kau...gelang??rntai??cincin??pliz..just buang la...jgn simpan lg pu3..kau akn seksa nizam mcm tu, n...

in blog pu3 ->

you know wht mr.kim's i do love you like bfore but once u said that u love HER,so i'm just pretending i am good.i never told you right,hw much i love you,hw much i need you,hw much i want u.i never told u dat right,yoou know y?coz when i do really love that person i dont want him to knoe i love him fucking sow much coz i scared he going to leave me.i cant sleep at night,always think of you.hold ur bangles name.paste your card..and so many more.i never told you right coz i dont want to make you more suffer coz i know you are not belong with me.yes in your eyes i am heppy with nizam but the truth i never feel the way you saw me.Last night i keep thinking of you,i juzt wanna sent u an sms that i want you to b my couple back.please leave miera for me.i do want to do it.but i know..that you wont b mine anymore,coz i know wht type of person you are.i wish you heppy for the rest of your life with her.i change my number,i;m not giving to you bcoz i am afraid that i will fall in love with you again like i did bfore.so i just stop until here.lets the feeling ends here just maintain.not decrease or increase.Thats all from me.i'm sorry for hurting you.i said that i hate you because i want you to hate me.You dont have to worry i'm not going to disturbing your life anymore.and read your blog.thanks for the last wishes on my birthday.May good bless you.

Leave miera??no pu3, i xkn kcewakn org lg...ada insan yg sayangkn i...ye..i prcaya u syg i, But u ingt kn i pnh kata..plz don leave me...nnty u nyesal..but u buat gak..now smua da brlaku..pu3..kakak humaira kata...antara kta xde jdoh..U BUKAN UNTUK I PUTERI!!!!!PLZ..ACCEPT DAT..DULU I MMG SSH NK TRIMA..tp i dpt trima stlh seorg insan tarik ak prgi dr dunia fantasi aku sndri..kau cuma dunia alam fantasi aku..ak jmpa kau dlm alam tu..the reality! AKU XPENAH DPT KAU! aku gagal dlm curi aty kau..tmptkn aku dlm aty kau..tp, kau..ada dlm aty aku..even skg ak nan miera...miera skit tau..dia skit sgt dgr psl kau...andai kata dia dah x thn dgn sume ni..n trpksa tgglkn aku..ak RELA..aku x kn COUPLE LG..NEVER! pu3 oh pu3...nape kau bgitu ssh nk hilang dr minda n aty ak??sdgkn kau sllu mnyakiti ak, sllu mrh ak, sllu ego nan ak, sllu wt ak nngs, sllu wt ak sakit, sllu tduh ak, x pnh akui kesalahan kau, n so on..but im still thn nan u..y?nape u xpnh nmpk sume tu?nape since i prgi...u bru sdr i da xde?nape u xpnh sdr dr awl??nape stlh ada insan yg mncintai aku..dgn tulus aty...n mmpu ilangkn ksdihan d aty ak..stlh pe kau tgglkn..kau nak balik pd ak??y???kau x rsa ke yg kta prmainkn aty dia??no pu3..aku xkn pandang ke belakang..AKU YAKIN KAU DAH BERUBAH..TAPI BUKAN UNTUK AKU..TAPI UNTUK INSAN LAIN..IAITU NIZAM..

To My Lovely *ayang*

Maafkn b..sbb b msh skitkn aty ayg ye...maaf sgt2..ermmm..aku x mksd nk lukakn aty kau..Tp ak hrp kau mngerti aty ak, kau tau kn?ak mcm mn...ak xpnh men2 dlm brcinta..x mudah utk ak lupakn insan yg pnh hdir dlm hdup ak..even sesaat...maafkn aku...tp prcayalah..aku syg kau...syg kau..cuma wt msa ni bg ak msa...ak x nk trlalu pkirkn soal cinta..maafkn aku..Tp, ak x kn pnh curang pd kau...plz take care...

-cinta mudah utk di ungkap..tp x mudah utk di jaga..cinta mudah utk di lihat, tp x mudah utk di sentuh..cinta mudah utk di miliki tapi x mudah utk di jaga..-

satu je aku nak gtau ak syg sume..tp cinta cuma satu..ermmm..

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need tyme :(